Just needing to vent. Does anyone else feel like they don’t deserve their wedding?

I have been in and out of jobs since leaving school due to my mental health and recently got down to the bottom of it more but it’s hit pretty hard. My fiancé proposed to me in 2019 and we were due to get married last year. We are now getting married soon and I honestly feel like I don’t deserve it. He used some of his savings and our family has been a massive help and I’ve done most of the planning and making things to take the stress off him (he’s still a great help). And although he keeps reassuring me he loves me and wants to marry me, I can’t help but shake the feeling that I don’t deserve any of it because of my mental health and not having paid anything towards it. We have such a strong relationship and I support him in every other way I can but just feeling a bit useless and needed to vent. I’m so excited for the wedding day and so is he, I know it’s going to be a great day, I don’t know if I’m being too hard on myself for thinking this? Thanks for reading. via /r/weddingplanning https://ift.tt/3DUGlZL